So Here is my rantings for today!!!!  It has been a year since my husband lost his job and we have officially run out of everything! Now everything is starting to break!!! I continue to pay our tithing with the little money that I earn and now because of my knee I can't teach my swim lesson's like I normally do during the summer I'm looking for a night job!!!! Which will be good because I'm a night person.  It's very frustrating considering we thought that all our trials and struggles were finally over with a couple years ago, that's what you get when you get a little hopeful!  Anyway we will see hoping things will start to turn around soon!  I guess without all of these struggles we would not grow and learn,  just wish they wouldn't all come at once!!!! It's very frustrating to have to constantly tell your kids no!  Oh well that is part of life!!!!